Last Day of School for 2012 (according to my journal)

December 18, 2012 Tuesday
11:07pm Happy 14th Church Wedding Anniv Parents

Happy Last Day of School for the year 2012
Pumasok ng 7:30, nakasalubong si Troy & Louren, nag-abang. Nakita si #3, nakipag-usap ng onti. Nakita sina Leslie, Ising & Padre, nakuha na si watch & baller, umattend ng panunuluyan with Troy. Nag-mass (napilitan) di kasi pinapalabas ng ushers. Nakita si #4 & #5. Nagkaron ng pagtingin kay ate usherette. Nakadaldalan si Jem. Nakaupo sa likod ng audi. Nanood ng play na Pedro Calungsod starring BJ Tolits, pero tinulugan rin ang play na waley (nag-rhyme!) hinanap si Ms. Mones (failed) nakasalubong si Nathan, nakita si Madame Gigi & Rox na nagsasabing may class daw (dedma) dumeretso sa TSP meeting ng frosh and sophies. *excluding the kilig part* So we met to talk about the upcoming major play &had a post-prod on Salome *excluding a certain part* kulitan with TSP before leaving. Then Nathan and I jolted to rob to buy our needed stuff. First went to the grocery to buy my gift for Bea, met up with her at school, then walked with them back to rob. Met up with Nathan after a while. Bought Nathan's surprise gift for Louren. Went to Louren's house and back to Gil Puyat (HASSLE -_-) Had 9 pesos left. Waited for Camille at Gil Puyat. Got tired, sat at the bottom of the stairs. Camille came, gave me a hundred, I ate my lunch at 4:30pm (hotdog sandwich & melon juice) headed for MOA. Waited, walked, waited, walked, met up with TLNFAM, decided where to eat (took us a LOOOOOOOONG time) then landed at Pizza Hut. Had our exchange gift. Lost my gift for Nathan worth 315 (KILL ME) got a cool gift from Flery (Ramon Bautista's book & 2 Muji ntbks) ate, got full. Walked around, met up w/ Flery's friends, decided to go to seaside. Saw Bea, had pictures with her, then tumuloy sa seaside. Tambay, usap, then timezone. Karaoke. Went home. Nilockan.

-END OF DAY- :))

These were the exact words used in my journal  :)) I excluded some parts coz you know.. rated SPG :))) HAHA!

That was the last day of school for 2012 according to my journal :p

Sudden Randomness

I do not know what came over me that I decided to make this blog post. It's been a long time (and I can already see cobwebs growing around my blog [is that even possible? {why am I even placing these things? parenthesis, bracket and that other thingie}]) since I've actually updated my blog. Now that I am updating it, I don't even know what to write.

What triggered me to type? Was it something I saw? Honestly, yes, I saw something that triggered me to write/type, but I am not telling it here.

How it triggered me, I haven't the slightest idea. It's weird, I know. Who cares? I don't. I'm weird. Here's the proof!

Thinking about a topic to talk about... How about the end of the world tomorrow? No. That's for another blog post I am planning to do but I've got a feeling I won't be able to do it. How about Miss Universe? No, not interested. How about end of the year blog post? No, that's reserved for New Year.

Okay seriously. Instead of deciding within this blog post, I'm gonna end it.

That was SO random of me. Maybe I was bored. It's Day 2 of Christmas Break. Just saying.

Okay. I'll stop now. I apologize for the sudden randomness

Outbreak Enchanted Kingdom

Before surviving the outbreak, you need three important things: Your life belt, your race bib and yourself.

"Wave fifteen! Proceed to the briefing area!"

Riana, Kat, Mara, Jecay, Pierre and I went to find the briefing area. Once we arrived, our bar codes were scanned, we were given booster C energy drink shots "one shot is all you need" it says. So I drank a shot, and I instantly felt the effects. Felt electrified with energy!

We went to the starting line which was located at the right-most side of Enchanted Kingdom.
There were three starting lines: The Appetizers (Fast), The Main Course (Medium) and The Dessert (Slow)

And we chose the Main Course

The announcer then said, "Main Course! Are you ready? 3...2...1! 

We were off! The path went straight then turned left to the outer area of the parking lot of Enchanted Kingdom.

We were running away from nothing yet, but as soon as we turned left, there were already zombies, so runners were pushing and screaming and trying to get away from the zombies. I was blocked off by some runners so the zombies didn't get any life from me.

As the path turned another left near the entrance of Enchanted Kingdom's parking lot, we already can't find Kat, we were shouting "Kat! Kat! Kat Mayuga! Frozen Mayugart!" but we still can't find her.

Another zombie attack, and the runners went berserk. Pierre pushed me near the bushes, thus the scratch on my arm:

Then after a few meters, we reached our first safe house. The safe house is just actually a water station for the runners. No zombies around, just water, water, water.

After our first safe house, we started running again. Without Kat, we were only 5. Riana, Jecay, Mara, Pierre and me.

So the path lead us to the entrance of Enchanted Kingdom, there was a zombie clown blocking the entrance, which kinda freaked me out coz I hate clowns. Anyway, we dodged passed him then darted for the entrance.

We thought it was safe, then a zombie jumped out of nowhere to scare the shit out of us. Luckily, that's what he only did. Scare runners.

So we started running around the park, we're not allowed to run to other parts of the park coz there's a path we have to follow. 

Enchanted Kingdom looks awesome when it's infested with zombies and runners.

Took a break while inside, we were catching our breath. Seems lame for us though to feel tired when we're not even halfway through the run.

The places that I remember from the run were (not in order. Sorry, I have a poor memory): 

Space shuttle;

outside Enchanted Kingdom from the Kart Trak so it had a forest-y set up; 

Jungle Log Jam; 

Rio Grande Rapids; 

(my personal favorite) the Town thingie; 

and the last place we went to before the finish line was the Haunted House.

During the outbreak, we only ran if there were zombies tying to get our life flags, but most of the time, we were just walking; Taking pictures with the zombies and just enjoying the setup of Enchanted Kingdom. I swear, it was really awesome and it would be a waste if we would just speed pass the awesome sights and sites.

Sorry for the pictures, we were making the whole course a photobooth. 

After the run, we were given a medal, that makes the experience extra special :)

We were also given a loot bag

With a shirt in it!

We all finished with lives left. It was indeed a very awesome experience for all of us :) though what we actually did in the Outbreak won't actually help us survive in a real zombie outbreak. 

Outbreak Enchanted Kingdom was an experience I shall always remember :) (especially when I'm actually running away from real zombies)

*video to be uploaded soon

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Cyber-crime Law

I can't hold it in. I have a lot of things to say about this

First and foremost, you cannot ban anything or anyone from using the internet in their own ways. It's not yours in the first place. Unless you own it, then that's something else.

Second, why create such a law anyway? It is against the Article 3; Section 4 of the 1987 Philippine Constitution:

"No law shall be passed abridging the freedom of speech, of expression, or of the press, or the right of the people to assemble and petition the government for redress of grievances."

See? Also passing this law is like placing a cover over our mouths.

This is a generation where almost everyone is informed, and with all that information, it is inevitable for anyone to have their own opinion about it.

Now, passing a law that would prevent the Filipinos from expressing their thoughts and opinions about a certain person or politician is just a move of fear. Whoever brought this up is afraid of what the people are saying about him. The people have different opinions, most base their opinions on what they observe, this is the voice of the mass. This is what they see and what they perceive as the truth. If you are afraid of being told off, you are afraid of the truth.

I understand, it is wrong to destroy one's reputation through words. Trash taking is improper. But one stating their opinion towards someone, may it be positive or negative isn't wrong.

Hindering someone from their own opinion is wrong

AFRAID. That is what you are! This is wrong! Hindering us from saying our opinions!
This move is a move for cowards, afraid of how much powerful we are against you. HIDE. You are hiding from our opinions by preventing us to have opinions.

You are afraid of how much power we have through the internet. This is a medium open to us. It is not a one way medium like television where it only shows us stuff without us directly reacting to what we see.

We use the internet to be heard. We use this to tell you what we see! Because you cannot see what we see because you are blinded with political power. Don't you understand? Our opinions can help improve the country. You don't see what we see, but through the internet, we will make you see the truth.

OUR VOICE IS FOR THE COUNTRY. THE COUNTRY IS OURS. NOT ONLY YOURS. PASSING THE BILL MAY BE YOUR FIRST STEP TO OWNING THE COUNTRY FOR YOURSELVES. DO NOT BE SELFISH.

NO TO CYBER CRIME LAW. LET US EXPRESS OUR OPINIONS FREELY.




go, arrest me. File a case against me. I know I am not doing anything wrong. I stand for what I say. I stand for my opinions. I stand for what is right. I stand for the freedom of speech.

Choice

I'm never good in making choices. I just realized that just now.

I always ask for other people's opinions to make my choice. Because as I mentioned in my previous blogpost, I don't trust myself in controlling my life.

One decision that I can't forget was when I decided to not act in our recently staged adaptation of Mamma Mia. I asked opinions from others and most of them told me to act. And I took their advice and acted. It was the best decision made by others for me. If I pushed through with what I decided and that was not to act, I may be regretting it until now. The decision made by others for me saved me from a lot.

Most of my decisions lead me to wrong paths.

I hate how I can't get a hold of my life. I hate how most of my decisions fail me. I hate how other's opinions are better than my own when it comes to controlling my life.

Why is it hard to make a decision anyway? Maybe for me, it's because I weigh things wrong. I usually value others more than myself, maybe this is why most of my decisions fail me, because it will benefit others more than it will benefit me.

I should learn to weigh my decisions correctly. I should learn to trust myself.

Make the right choice.

I don't wanna talk

Got my title from Mamma Mia. (Just saying)

That feeling I get when I just don't wanna have any contact with any person.
That moment of confusion I get.
I'm just too weird. I, myself cannot understand what I'm feeling most of the time.
Oh the way other people affect the way I feel. I have no control over my life.
And I couldn't trust myself to control my own life. Because I am very sure I'd lead it astray.
I can't understand myself. I really can't. It's really frustrating.
Why am I like this? What the fuck is wrong with me?
I hate myself for being like this. In fact, I just hate myself.

Damn, now all my negative feelings are coming back. All at once. No good thoughts. Not a single one.

What is wrong with me anyway? If I would ask myself what went wrong, I wouldn't have an answer. Because I really don't know. It's crazy. I'm crazy.

I just don't want to do anything right now.

I feel so frustrated right now. AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.

i do not know anymore.

I don't wanna talk.

Bored

Bored. That moment where you just do nothing and feel restless about it.

What do you do when you're bored? What do you do to rid yourself of this feeling?

What do I do?

Well, when I'm bored honestly, I announce it to anyone or anything present. Like, "Hey bro, I'm bored" or "hey wall, I'm bored"
Then after I'd lie down, think about life. Imagine scenarios that I wanna happen in my life but for sure would never happen. Then after I get bored doing that, I'd go downstairs and open the fridge, try to look for food then keep my mouth busy. If I'm still bored after eating, I'd open my laptop. I guess that would kill about 6 hours of my time, but while facing my laptop, it is inevitable for me to also feel bored.

It actually turned into a cycle. But of course this cycle gets boring. I may be weird and my mind may be filled with crazy randomness. But when I'm bored, all that weirdness, randomness and craziness just floats away.
Thing is, when I'm busy with school stuff, the weirdness, randomness and craziness just pop in. And they don't even have any room anymore -_-

Why is it that when I'm bored I'd do nothing but when I'm preoccupied, I'd do everything? Can't I balance? HAHAHAHA. Dang. Weird.