Got my title from Mamma Mia. (Just saying)
That feeling I get when I just don't wanna have any contact with any person.
That moment of confusion I get.
I'm just too weird. I, myself cannot understand what I'm feeling most of the time.
Oh the way other people affect the way I feel. I have no control over my life.
And I couldn't trust myself to control my own life. Because I am very sure I'd lead it astray.
I can't understand myself. I really can't. It's really frustrating.
Why am I like this? What the fuck is wrong with me?
I hate myself for being like this. In fact, I just hate myself.
Damn, now all my negative feelings are coming back. All at once. No good thoughts. Not a single one.
What is wrong with me anyway? If I would ask myself what went wrong, I wouldn't have an answer. Because I really don't know. It's crazy. I'm crazy.
I just don't want to do anything right now.
I feel so frustrated right now. AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.
i do not know anymore.
I don't wanna talk.
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