Undefined

No, I am not talking about my gender.

Look at my URL, come on, just look. Read it? randomly-unique, right? As in RANDOM.

Sometimes, I myself can't understand what I feel and what I think. One minute, I'm feeling depressed like I'm Atlas carrying the whole world, except it's the world's problems I carry, then the next minute I'm happy like I'm in Elysium. (Sorry for using Greek mythology to describe stuff)

Seriously, I can't seem to maintain my emotions. This is another reason I don't like having emotions. Oh I dunno.

Lately, I wanna get away from it all. I don't wanna talk to people. I just wanna bond with myself.
I get a different feeling when I talk to people. Before, I hated not talking to anyone or being with anyone, but now, I just want to go away. Like away, away. Where exactly? I thought of staying at a beach. I dunno why, but I feel like this is my happy place. The cool air, the cool sand, the cool water, everything is cool, very relaxing. A perfect place to think and reflect about stuff.

Oh and also, I think another reason I want to get away, is because I feel like everything that's happening to me lately is just a dream. One big dream. I've been experiencing a  lot of dejavus lately, but that's another story.

Going back, I feel like everything is superficial. I wanna know why I feel this way, why I wanna be on my own for a while. I wanna escape the stress of my everyday life. I am the type of person who over-thinks. This is why I feel so stressed most of the time; little things+overthinking=stressed and problematic me.



That's what I just want to do right now... Get away. From everything.