Undefined

No, I am not talking about my gender.

Look at my URL, come on, just look. Read it? randomly-unique, right? As in RANDOM.

Sometimes, I myself can't understand what I feel and what I think. One minute, I'm feeling depressed like I'm Atlas carrying the whole world, except it's the world's problems I carry, then the next minute I'm happy like I'm in Elysium. (Sorry for using Greek mythology to describe stuff)

Seriously, I can't seem to maintain my emotions. This is another reason I don't like having emotions. Oh I dunno.

Lately, I wanna get away from it all. I don't wanna talk to people. I just wanna bond with myself.
I get a different feeling when I talk to people. Before, I hated not talking to anyone or being with anyone, but now, I just want to go away. Like away, away. Where exactly? I thought of staying at a beach. I dunno why, but I feel like this is my happy place. The cool air, the cool sand, the cool water, everything is cool, very relaxing. A perfect place to think and reflect about stuff.

Oh and also, I think another reason I want to get away, is because I feel like everything that's happening to me lately is just a dream. One big dream. I've been experiencing a  lot of dejavus lately, but that's another story.

Going back, I feel like everything is superficial. I wanna know why I feel this way, why I wanna be on my own for a while. I wanna escape the stress of my everyday life. I am the type of person who over-thinks. This is why I feel so stressed most of the time; little things+overthinking=stressed and problematic me.



That's what I just want to do right now... Get away. From everything.

School Supplies

I've actually waited for weeks to buy new school supplies. My main reason was to get my hands on a new journal, because a week ago, my journal's pages were limited and I can't handle writing only limited posts. I resorted to buying one by asking my dad some money. I finally got to buy a new journal :))

Today my mom made me text my tita, to tell her that I need to buy school supplies, and she agreed to buy today. After a few minutes, we were off.

We were on our way to glorietta (me, my tita, my cousin and my brother) we went first to national bookstore to buy school supplies, finally! I got new notebooks and this actually made me happy :)

Then we went to Rustan's to buy my cousin's bag for school, I didn't actually see it but I was told it was a shoulder bag and... I actually lost interest after hearing shoulder bag. Haha.

We were on our way to glorietta when something caught my attention; A bag. WITH SPEAKERS. I was like "What kind of sorcery is this?!" The store clerks (or whatever they're called) told me that they were real speakers and not just designs. They actually demonstrated how the bag works, music played loudly and I was truly amazed. HAHAHA. My tita was like "You like that bag? I can buy it for you" It was a very very very tempting offer, I couldn't resist! So I actually bought it, and it was awesome! And in all fairness, I didn't choose the backpack this time :))

After purchasing stuff, our tita decided to have a drink at starbucks. So my cousin and I ordered our drinks, we said that our name was "NICATE" (But the lady wrote NIKATE, so close enough). When we were about to take our drinks, the guy employee shouted, "mocha cookie crumble frappuccino FOR NICATE" Get it? Get it? I've always wanted to do that :))) my cousin and I had to stop our laughter coz it was so darn funny :)) then we had our time to relax and stuff.

After relaxing and stuff, our tita needed to pee so we went to one of the CR's in Rustan's, and the CR looked awesome!! It was my first time to enter that CR and it was a perfect place for shooting some scenes and taking some pictures! So that's what we did :)

After taking shots and stuff, we decided to head on home :) but on the way, we passed my McDonald's drive thru to grab some dinner :)

And that's how our day went :)

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